Wednesday, January 7, 2009

cheese is the enemy

I think my kid may have reflux, and the only thing that I consistently eat is cheese and yogurt. seriously, i hope that is the reason for the constant projectile vomiting and constant crying.

If that isn't the cause.... then I just don't know.

Friday, January 2, 2009

alone

I went to the grocery store today. Alone. For the first time in 3 weeks I left the house without my child in my sight.

Everyone tells me "make sure you get some you time", "make sure you get out of the house and do things alone". I have to tell you - I hated every single minute of it. I hated not being around my kid. Not seeing her. Not hearing her. Not knowing what she was doing.

I even called my husband in the middle of shopping to ask what she was doing. She was asleep. Seriously. That is all I missed - sleep. Something that happens almost all day long.

I am pathetic. But I cant help it. I have 2 short months, then I go back to work, and then suddenly 12 years will have gone by and I will have no clue what happened to the time.

I am pathetic, I know. And I never knew I could be this sappy. But alas, it has happened.

Sunday, December 28, 2008

seriously?

How do people do this? It is kind of hard. Not harder than I expected, just I didn't have a clue what to expect. And it is really hard.

Tuesday, December 23, 2008

peanutty

the peanut has arrived. and she is pretty freaking great.

Tuesday, December 9, 2008

BORING

So, I have been taken out of work officially. And no progress on this baby coming out any time soon. So here I sit. Bored out of my skull. And I have only been home a day and a half. So far, I have watched two movies, read half a book, and did all of my 2008 filing. Tomorrow, I am contemplating writing a cookbook....

Actually, it is one that I started some time ago and now it sits on our old computer and I need a download of Adobe to finish it, hoping a free trial will suffice.

This is going to be a long two weeks if this baby doesn't come before the due date.